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Pros and cons... [Feb. 28th, 2009|04:48 pm]
[Current Location |My room]
[mood | satisfied]
[music |Cabaret]

We got assigned parts for our group work on one of our modules yesterday. We actually get to do some acting! Finally! Anyway, I got the female lead (we're doing extracts from Webster's "The White Devil" and I got Vittoria) which is awesome. It does however mean some major line learning. We're only doing a ten minute extract but it's the week before my major directorial assessment so I don't know how much room there's going to be in my brain! Never mind - I shall prevail. I get to shoot some guy with a pistol (which turns out to be broken but never mind) then stamp on his face. Good times...

I still haven't managed to cast "Stockholm" and it's starting to get slightly worrying - it's meant to b on 17th March. The head of department is fuming with the first years because they're supposed to be helping, acting in stuff, but they're all being pointless little worms and not even acknowledging e-mails from the post-grads. When I was a first year I was in everything I could possibly get into. I don't understand them. Never mind. I'll use sock puppets if I have to!

Was in such a foul mood earlier I scrubbed the kitchen, hoovered the stairs and dusted everything in sight. Feel much better now! Cleaning can be so cathartic...

 
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Dear lord it's been a long time... [Feb. 24th, 2009|04:19 pm]
[Current Location |My room]
[mood | pleased]
[music |Puppini Sisters]

Hello. I felt the need for one of those  "I'm still alive, this is what I've been up to" posts. Indeed I am still alive, just re-read my journal back as far as 2006; I forgot how many ridiculously funny things happened during my last year at uni. I need to go and re-read 2003-6, cos I'm sure that was even funnier...

The MA is going quite well  I just got my mark back for my first piece of assessed work, and it was damn respectable. I've never written a play script before so had no idea whether or not what I was doing was o.k. The head of department seemed to like it though, so obviously it's not too bad! Very reassuring, as I really didn't want to fail my first assignment!

I'm still working at Past Times, which is where I met my BOYFRIEND. Yup. Actual boyfriend. Am rather pleased about this also *grins* After nearly six years and one somewhat psychotic ex I've finally found a good guy :)

For the first time in years (if not my life) I can't remember the last time I cried. How awesome is that?! Love it.

So, all in all? I'm feeling pretty damn good about life. Go me!
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Music meme thing... [Dec. 20th, 2008|10:54 pm]
[Current Location |My room]
[mood | happy]
[music |Buffy (season 3)]

DIRECTIONS:
1. Go to your playlist.
2. Hit shuffle.
3. Choose the first twenty songs - YOU CANNOT SKIP ONE. If it's embarrassing you just have to live with it.
4. With those twenty songs you must post a lyric from each of the songs.
5. See if anybody can guess what songs they are from. If they are guessed you can cross them out. Try to get rid of all of them.
6. No googling. I will Know. :P

1) Would you lodge a lame poor man?
2) But as far as meeting baser needs, we kind of missed the mark
3) That's what Mrs Reardon says, and she should know
4) For the loss of my lover in the war he was slain
5) I hit the highway in a pink R.V with stars on the ceiling
6) Tonight the wind blows so sweetly from shore
7) I sailed to the west with a dear pal of mine
8) Il y a-t-un pommier doux et doux et doux
9) It's saying you should be with me instead
10) Time and again I've longed for adventure
11) But when she heard my lovely voice she answered at the window
12) And when you see that other blonde there's something you can tell her, she need not blow her tiny mind trying to steal my feller
13) There's not a soul out there, no one to hear my prayer
14) Forgive, sounds good, forget? I don't think I could
15) Even in the best of circles moist leather has its appeal
16)  How can I tell my children the seasons were kind
17) Well I had me a wife, she gave me trouble all my life
18) Who's that mage whose major itinerary is making all Oz merrier
19) When first I came to town they called me the roving jewel
20) All their bones are blackened and their faces are no more

I very much doubt anyone will know more than one or two, but hey, that's what you get for listening to weird shit like me :-)
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Meme... [Nov. 23rd, 2008|07:37 pm]
[Current Location |My room]
[mood | working]
[music |Kerr, Fagan, Harbron]



A. Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their journal.
B. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people.


I was tagged by [info]slartibartfast ...

1) I'm doing a Masters degree in theatre

2) My Dad calls me Boofie. No idea why.

3) I play the guitar, flute and piano though have never had lessons on any of them. I'm o.k, but definitely nothing special!

4) I am completely addicted to Strictly Come Dancing (and am utterly relieved that John Sargeant is gone!)

5) I've been single over five years. I'm not overly bothered about it.

6) My middle name is Margaret. I used to hate it because it was old fashioned, but now I quite like it.

7) I'm a huge sci-fi geek; Star Trek, Stargate, Star Wars, Dr Who, Torchwood, Firefly... You get the picture!

8) I'm phobic of sticky things, spiders and fire.

O.k - I tag: [info]bobbys_girl1</lj> , [info]crick_elf  [info]spritely_moon</lj> [info]bobbys_girl1  [info]jenicomprispas [info]missharker [info]vicki_c [info]linuial  [info]shiny_sly  and [info]spritely_moon 

 

Ed: This is my second attempt to get the flipping lj users to post - they just didn't show up when I did it a second ago...

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Uni... [Nov. 18th, 2008|07:18 pm]
[Current Location |My room]
[mood | full]
[music |The Bulgarian hanky dance]

Tuesdays are a really draining day. Two three hour seminars in one day should simply not be allowed! At least not when the studios are like an oven... Who can sit in a stuffy room for three hours and actually concentrate? Ugh...

Anyway, it's going to be a busy week! I'm of to a session at the pub tonight; I have work to do, but I know that it's pointless trying to achieve anything when my brain's as fried as it is right now. I've got all day tomorrow, thursday evening, Friday morning and all day Saturday to get it done. It shouldn't be a problem. Besides, folk music makes me happy! I've had a few people telling me my flute playing is good, which is a real confidence booster. Especially when you consider that I'm self taught and really haven't played for an absolute age. Not since I left uni I don't think and I didn't play much then; I only got the flute for my second year there! I haven't been to this particular session before so hopefuly it'll be good :-)

I can't decide whether to cycle- it's a long way and it's drizzling. I think I'll get a taxi... Plus, of course, that means I can have a few drinks!   
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Essays... [Nov. 16th, 2008|08:25 pm]
[Current Location |My room]
[mood | anxious]
[music |Strictly Come Dancing opening credits]

I have to write 1,500 words this week. That's really not very many words; it should be easy, right? It's just that I haven't written an academic essay in two years and this is the first time I've had to set my own question. I pretty much know what I want to write about, but I'm not sure how to put it into a proper question, or whether it's what I should be writing about, or quite the proper way to structure a post-grad essay. It doesn't even count towards my score, it's just a practice run; I don't know why I'm so worried about it! Maybe it's facing the unknown...

Anyway... am off to watch Strictly. Hoping for the lovely Brian to dance *leers* He's got a bum and he's not afraid to use it!
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Relaxing day... [Nov. 8th, 2008|09:03 pm]
[Current Location |My room]
[mood | satisfied]
[music |Lusignac - Chris Wood and Andy Cutting]

So far today I have done nothing but play music. The fingers on my left hand kinda hurt from all the guitar playing, but in a good way. Like the way they used to hurt at Folkworks when I'd played my fiddle too much. I've also being learning new tunes on my flute. Now I've actually got somehwere to play regularly I'm finding much more motivation; I guess I don't want to embarrass myself! The folk club was awesome yesterday - there were loads more people and there was a great atmosphere. I played quite well (or at least I think I did), but not at all brilliantly and I didn't feel shy, or like I had to be as good as some of the other people there. I wasn't the worst and I definitely wasn't the best, which I kind of like. No pressure you see...

Anyway, I'm off to Rach and Dave's tomorrow so hopefully much fun will be had!
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Life in general... [Nov. 5th, 2008|03:10 pm]
[Current Location |My room]
[mood | lonely]
[music |Blazing Fiddles]

Last night was really nice; went out for dinner and drinks with Sophie, Ed and Rocki. When we went out last week as a whole group, I spent an over an hour in the loo with excrutiating stomach cramps, dry heaving. This time was fine - I laid that ghost to rest I think! No need to feel quite so embarrassed.

Andrew Davies (the guy who did Pride & Prejudice, Bleakhouse and Little Dorrit for the BBC) is coming to uni to talk to us this evening. I'm quite looking forward to it, although he does have a reputation for being a complete shit when he wants to be. Hopefully we'll all ask the right questions...

I'm quite concerned about the money stuff at the mo. I'm seriously considering getting a new loan, with a smaller interest rate and a period of non-repayment, paying off my current loan and actually giving myself something to live off. As things stnd, my rent and the loan repayments are going to eat up the whole thing by about February. Then I'll be fucked completely. If I can just lose the repayment side of things I might manage. I really don't want to miss out on the social side of my course, but I can't afford to go out for dinner again at the moment; I want to enjoy this course and make friends without worrying I'll get into oodles of debt.

I'm feeling quite homesick today, probably because I'm by myself. I can't concentrate on the reading (mainly because it's boring beyond all reason) but I have to get it done so there's no point complaining!
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(no subject) [Oct. 28th, 2008|07:32 pm]
[Current Location |My room]
[mood | drained]
[music |Little Shop of Horrors]

There's a bar on campus called Quarks. How unbelievably awesome is that? I nearly died of squee.

Today was intense at uni; my brain just feels wiped. This morning we did an analysis of the narrative techniques in Casablanca which was interesting. Plus, you know, my homework last week was to watch the film. It's worth it just for Ingid Bergman's hats. We had a seriously tricky play to cover this afternoon though; one of those that seems designed just to make life difficult for a director/performer. It was a very draining three hours! There are no characters in this play, just lines. It doesn't tell you who says which line, jut where on person stops and the next person starts. There's no set number of cast members, no gender specific casting and only about two stage directions. It has the potential to be unbelievably powerful but it's so hard to access.

Rachel's coming to York tomorrow and we're meeting Granny for lunch which will be nice; I haven't seen her since I moved in here. I hope it's a little warmer than today though!
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Not much to say really... [Oct. 26th, 2008|09:40 pm]
[Current Location |My room]
[mood | bored]
[music |Fellowship of the Ring]


I had my first proper shift at work yesterday. It was o.k; I didn't fuck anything up and nobody complained about anything I did. My boss has put me in for shifts when I'm at uni, despite being told explicitly that I cant work certain days. His response? Try to get it covered. If you can't, I expect you to be here. What a twat. I am not missing lectures - if it means finding another job? Fine. I'm not paying three and a half grand to take a course and then not turning up. 

Have been procrastinating today. I really can't get into the reading this week. It's on 'in-yer-face' theatre, which is fine in and of itself, but the guy who wrote the text book is so OTT about everything; he's gushing over every little thing and making grand sweeping statements that have very little bearing on reality. He's beginning to really annoy me! Never mind - I shall prevail!

Meanwhile, I'll watch LotR, cos I haven't since Easter... 
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Clothing... [Oct. 20th, 2008|04:40 pm]
[Current Location |My room]
[mood | working]


I realised when I tried to get dressed the other day that I basically have no clothes that fit anymore (not autumn ones anyway). I therefore had to go into town this morning and by some. Just three tops, a skirt and some funky tights, but at least now I have something to wear. I was also pleasantly surprised to find the shoes I've been ogling for weeks in DP's on sale for a tenner. Needless to say I bought them. I spent way less than I thought I'd have to to get what I got; I was really strict with myself (except for the shoes!) and didn't buy anything over £12. Most of the stuff I really liked was at least £25 so I think I can have a gold star or two...

I wanted a little pair of ankle boots and some flat pumps, but York appears to have sold out of size 7 flat shoes. Never mind, I can manage for now with boots; I'll just boil.
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Work... [Oct. 17th, 2008|08:22 pm]
[Current Location |My room]
[mood | relaxed]
[music |SG-1 series 4]

I had my first day at my new job today (which is at Past Times) - it wasn't really a proper work day though, just showing us where everything is and things. My first actual working day is next Saturday (why, oh why does my first day have to e the busiest in the week?) It was really great though cos when we all got there it turned out one of the other Christmas temps is on my MA course! How weird is that? Anyway, the job looks like it should be fun.

I had my MA induction thing yesterday. There're about fourteen of us, and everyone seemed really nice; I think the group will gel fairly well. I hate using the word nice, but I can't think of another one at the mo! A few of us went out for a drink last night and I was getting on really well with a couple of them, and not feeling awkward with any of the others. That's a big step forward for me; I didn't shrivel up and hide in the corner. The course looks like it's going to be really amazing, and there seemed to be a really good mix of writers, performers and directors in the group. I'm quite frighteningly excited...

I'm getting on quite well with the bike now; not too terrified anymore. I cycled to uni yesterday which meant I had to do two fairly big roundabouts and a bit with a 60 limit. May not sound like much to a lot of people but I was pleased that I didn't panic and fall off!

I really should be reading Albert Speer's memoirs at this point but my brain is fried from all the new info we had thrown at us today so I'm having the night off. I've ordered a pizza and I'm gonna munch my way through it watching SG-1. Good times...
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Waaah! [Oct. 15th, 2008|11:53 am]
[Current Location |My room]
[mood | sore]
[music |Both Sides the Tweed]


Was feeling much better this morning so I cycled into uni to get a few final registration type things done. I was filling in my form to register for the doctor on campus and it asked about the MMR shot and when we'd had it. I rang Mum, checked, and put 1989. When I handed my form in to the nurse it was all fine till she got to that bit:

Nurse: "Oh my! You haven't had an MMR booster?! Are you sure? You really should have had one you know." 
Me: Um... well I haven't. Sorry...
Nurse: *fills out form* Go straight round to the health centre and give this to the nurse practitioner *folds form*
Me: *panics slightly* O.K

I did as I was told and the nurse practitioner looked all shocked as well. She then proceeded to give me a jab. I may never have had such a painful injection, and this includes my BCG and blood testy things and all kinds of shots for holidays. Ow, ow, ow, ow, ow

What worries me slightly is that nobody's told me up until now that I should have had a booster. When should I have had it? Does anyone know?

Oh well, at least I won't get measles, mumps or rubella....

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Urgh... [Oct. 14th, 2008|11:39 am]
[Current Location |My room]
[mood | sick]

Today I feel icky. My glands are up and my throat hurts and I ache. This is not too bad in and of itself, I don't feel terribly ill or anything just icky. It does however mean I'm really struggling to concentrate on my stupid nine hundred page biography of Albert Speer. It's interesting reading, but I just can't seem to focus today. I've decided to have a break (hence the lj post) and try again in a bit.

I also have this nagging feeling that I should be doing something else, though I've triple checked my diary and I can't think of anything. I'm wondering whther it's just because this is the first day I haven't had something specific to go out for. I don't know. Urgh, I can't think! I really would like to just go back to bed and not have to think for a bit...

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Hello everyone... [Oct. 10th, 2008|08:16 pm]
[Current Location |My room]
[mood | happy]
[music |SG1 series 2]

I finally have the internet! After over a month without it Oh my precious how I have missed you *clings*. I think the UPS guy was a little surprised by how excited I seemed when he handed me my BT homehub box. Not that I squee'd. At all.

Anyhow, I'm now in a house with a nice big room; bigger in fact than any room I've ever actually had. We have the world's smallest kitchen but I don't care because I have room in here for all my books/dvd's and there's a really good shower upstairs. My housemates are a little weird, but nice. None of them seem to want to use the front room, they all hide in their own bedrooms, but it's o.k with me cos they're nice enough when we see each other in the kitchen and things.

I bought a bike today! How terrifying is that? What's more I actually rode it home from Halfords (after I'd walked it down to the riverbank cycle path). It wasn't as scary as I thought it would be, but I'm not confident enough to ride in traffic yet. I've got a week to get used to it before I start classes. As my house is on completely the wrong side of the absolutely enormous campus I'm going to need it! For some reason the MA theatre courses aren't held at the post-grad college. They're held at the science park. Well I sorted my accommodation to be near the post-grad. Nevermind, the excercise will do me good!

I have a preliminary reading list as long as my arm, but so far it seems qite interesting. We're doing a play based on the memoirs of Albert Speer, and I know enough about Hitler's Germany to mean I can concentrate on the biography of Speer without fumbling for historical context. Yay for A-level history!

I've joined a church choir at the church where I was christened and where my parents were married. I'm not sure whether I'll stay though because it's quite a faff to get there and back and, aside from the familial background, there's no real reason why I hould travel all the way into York to sing when I can probably join a choir through uni; I hate to say it but they're just not that good. I sound like a snob I know but I'm used to singing with good choirs/groups... 

I think I'm beginning to waffle here...

I'm off to Rachel's tomorrow and then Dave and I are going to the ice hockey while Rach goes to work. It means I'll miss Strictly, but now I have broadband I can watch it on i-player on Sunday. Yay! Not that I'm addicted or anything. I don't fall off the chair with excitement every year when the pre-series trailers start...  
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The move... [Sep. 12th, 2008|10:25 am]
[Current Location |Easingwold library]
[mood | optimistic]
[music |Someone reading Roald Dahl out loud]

So I now live in Yorkshire. At the moment with my Gran, but hopefully soon in studenty luxury. The stupid university are still apparently incapable of telling me whether or not the accommodation letters have even been sent out yet, which is seriously lame, so as yet I don't know whether I'm in halls or not. Aaargh! *despairs*

We had a really nice leaving do at the Chinese on thursday; the wait staff kept trying to steal Elliot because he is ginger. Also cute, but mainly I think because he's ginger. It was a lovely evening, despite the fact that Jordan broke his hand during the day and he and his Mum and Lisa were at the hospital. Stupid boy :-)

The cabaret was fab; disorganised as usual, but fab. I sang two songs and we did loads of dances. Anne and Peter seemed to really love it (married 50 years, can you imagine?) and Mrs C said she was really proud. I didn't cry, which was very strange. I think it'll hit me later. It was nice to think I'll never have to do the stupid can-can again, but was sad to think I'll never dance with Ami and Charlotte again. Mixed feelings all round I think. 

Um... I have no net access at Granny's and am currently in the library in Easingwold, where they charge £2.50 a flipping hour for the privelidge! It's free in Weymouth! Gah!

Anyway, I'm off to see the ice hockey on Sunday with the Jefferys so that should be cool. I'll get to wear my Hull Stingrays kit top thing. That player who's name is on it is Riddle. I totally have Voldemort's hockey top.

Must recommend "In Bruges" by Martin McDonagh. Awesome film (as you would expect) with seriously foul language (as you would also axpect) and starring Colin Farrel, Brendan Gleeson and Ralph Feinnes. Thanks Dave! 

Anywho, waffle over I think!
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Hulloo... [Aug. 30th, 2008|09:21 pm]
[Current Location |Home]
[mood | content]
[music |Happy welshmen!]

Hello!

It's been a while since I updated, largely because I've been on my hols with no net access. I spent time with Granny, moved most of my stuff up there, spent some time with Rach & Dave, then went to Whitby Folk Week. By myself. This probably doesn't sound like a big deal to some people, but it's a really big step forward for me; this time last year I probably wouldn't go to Dorchester by myself for the day. I feel like I'm finally getting back that self confidence - it's not all there yet, not by a long shot, but I think just the fact that I spent a week in a hotel away from home on my own shows that I'm on the mend. Folk Week was weird, but awesome btw. My room was up in the roof of this cliffside building, which meant I had a fantastic view. There was, sadly, no lift, which meant I had to climb eight flights of stairs to get to it. I think the view was worth it though!

I still don't know where I'll be lving next year, the university don't sort postgrad accommodation until September (which is insane) but at least most of my stuff is now in Yorkshire :-)

We're doing a cabaret at the end of next week at dancing, and it's strange to think that it's my last dance performance. I think I will be a wreck come Saturday night!

Rachel and Dave are coming down (with Elliot) for a week and they'll be here for the cabaret and for my goodbye meal (which I've yet to organise...) thn we're going back up to Yorkshire on Sunday. I probably won't have much net access up there though unless I go into York and an internet cafe.

I may pic spam later with holiday pics...


Only Men Aloud just won Last Choir Standing, which pleases me immensely. Can anyone else see Ianto singing with them? No? Just me then...

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(no subject) [Jul. 19th, 2008|04:27 pm]
[Current Location |Work]
[mood | content]
[music |Whitby Maid - Kathryn Roberts & Sean Lakeman]

So, I've left dancing. It's odd, but I managed not to cry at the studio. I had a big wobble thursday night anticipating leaving, but the actual leaving wasn't so emotional; nobody really made a big thing of saying goodbye cos they know I'll come back and see them all. One of the younger ones made me a card at school that said "I will really, really, really miss you" and bought me some lucky beads. She's a sweetie :-) She gets bullied quite badly at school so I've always looked out for her at dancing; I'm glad she's as fond of me as I am of her. Mrs C seemed quite upset though; I felt bad that I didn't give her a hug, but I knew if I did it'd start me off! 

The parents have gone to the TUC rally today. Mum's singing up there, which is a first (she usually ends up in the parade though!). I had to work though so I couldn't make it this year. 

Two weeks left at work! That's ten days actually at work. Not that I'm counting... Which means it's only three weeks till I leave home! Haha! I hadn't realised it was quite that soon. I should really start packing... 
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Woops... [Jul. 18th, 2008|12:56 pm]
[Current Location |work]
[mood | depressed]
[music |ticky clock]

Memo to self: Never go into Dotty P's when depressed and there's a sale on. 

Went to see Mama Mia last night - it was awesome. Mummy and I squeed shamelessly al the way home, where Mummy downloaded the soundtrack to her i-pod. Abba ate my brain. Again.

Am dreading tonight :-(
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Angst abound... [Jul. 16th, 2008|09:22 pm]
[Current Location |Home]
[mood | depressed]
[music |Proud of your boy - Aladdin]

So Friday will be my last EVER dance lesson at my dance school. I've been there twenty-one years. Mrs C and Lisa are like family; no wait, they are my family. I kept looking around the studio on Monday and thinking, this time next week it'll all be over. I don't know what I'm going to do. Other than cry, which I'm guessing will happen a lot on Friday! Dancing is everything I ever wanted and something I could never have (as a career I mean) I just don't have the physical... attributes I guess. I'm not just talking about weight, that can be lost; I have a hip problem which by the age of fourteen I knew would stop me having the career I always wanted. It was o.k though because I still got to dance. The three years at uni nearly killed me because I couldn't afford to take lessons and eat; it was one or the other. I always knew I'd be going back though. This time... it's forever. I'm hoping I'll find some way to take at least one lesson a week, but I'm never going to be at the studio four or five nights a week again. I won't spend seven hours there on my day off doing the one thing I love more than anything else in the world. It's nine years since I realised I'd never get my dream, but it feels like I'm losing it all over again. I think this is why I drift the way I do; I haven't found a new dream yet, just a way to get by. 

O.k, so I just read that through and it sounds really whiny and pretentious - sorry! I can't be arsed to edit it though ;-)
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